5 minutes of unedited writing on the topic: hold
I like to hold on to things. If I'm not careful, I could become quite a pack rat. However right now I'm thinking more of the internal things I hold on to. And if I were to take the time to think, I wonder how much of a pack rat I am.
I like to hold on to what I feel will give me power. Bitterness. Pride. Anger. Those are only a few of my areas. Yup, MY areas. I'm gettin' real over here.
So what happens when I hold onto these - let's just call it what it is - sins? What happens in my heart? What comes out of my mouth? How do I see the world? What are my hands doing?
Nothing postive, I'll tell you that much.
I'm not alone in holding onto these things. We all do it to some degree, am I right? Or am I puffing smoke? (too much caffeine this morning I think) It's frustrating to me when I give in to satan's lies of power. What do I really want with power anyways? What am I going to do with it? Nothing positive, that's for sure.
There is a reason God has the ultimate power. It's interesting to me that the same sinful desires of Adam and Eve are still so extremely relevant today. In my own life. And probably in other people's lives as well.
That 5 minutes flew by fast! I feel like it's messy but oh well. Life is messy. We are messy. That's part of the fun, right?