Willing.
Am I willing...
To sit and be still and alone with my thoughts.
To stand before Jesus and tell him my failures.
Oh wait, he already knows those.
Am I willing...
To contine fighting the Good fight.
The battle that rages war in my soul.
The battle where sometimes I come out on top.
Other times, not so much.
Am I willing...
To love with passion
To love without fear
To love no matter what happens.
Am I willing...
To forgive
Over and over and over
To forgive
To let go
To relax my expectations
of you, of me.
Am I willing...
To say Jesus you are my everything
and actually mean it
To scream to Him
instead of hurting those around me
I know He can take it
It's why He died for me.
Am I willing...
Linking up with Lisa-Jo
I was reading this and the lines came to mind from a favorite hymn "What a Friend we have in Jesus! All our sins and griefs to bear! What a privilege to carry, everything to God in prayer!". Thanks for this encouragement to do so!!
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Willingness to continue fighting the good fight...to forgive again and again...to love without fear...to have Jesus as my everything. These are questions and struggles I really relate to. Thank you for this honesty and glimpse into your heart. Lovely.
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ReplyDeleteThis is beautiful, wonderfully written!
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